Take Messy Action!

Transformation gets messy.

And the only way to the other side is through.

Why am I sharing this with you?

Because I have been super resistant to learning how to market my work and sell it. It has been excruciating for me to be seen, heard, and put myself out there no knowing what this is all about.

What am I here to DO? What am I here to BE?

Here is the beauty and the blessing. It seems that as I take a step, as messy and confusing as that step may be, I get clarity as a result of taking the step.

Maybe it feels hard to take a step. I know as I am in the place of pushing up against resistance in making videos and selling my services.

I have been hiding behind this blog, thinking that at some point it is going to take off. Only how does it take off when no one actually knows it even exists.

I have also been swirling around in the tornado of too many options and what do I do to create a place to actually sell and collect payment for my services. Jeesh!! I tell you what, its been a struggle to keep going some days.

Yet here I am!

Celebrating! I am shouting for joy as I do the things that I have been so stinking afraid of.

Facebook Live? Recording my face and speaking on camera. YIKES!!!

Stupid homework...

YouTube? You gotta be kidding. Yep, that too.

Fuck....Okay.

Here we go.

Yet that is exactly what I am in the process of doing and leaning into. I just have to take one step. One messy step. And that leads to the next step. And the next one.

We aren't supposed to know every detail about our journey. I truly believe I would run for the hills if I truly knew the scope of what is ahead.

I can feel that there is something big on its way, only I have to just take the next one messy step at a time.

It's messy. I don't like messy. And this is how you still show up anyway. following the heart's desire and listening to the guidance. Sometimes it requires stepping into the unknown. Being seen. And knowing everything is working out for me regardless of how terrified I am in the moment.

Deep Breath. Let's Go!

What is the next step that you are resisting? What will open you up enough to take that next step?