Success: A New Plan!

Been thinking about SUCCESS today…

I am in this weird transition period of my life. In between leaving behind all the things I used to be and being who I truly am. It’s called the Void.

Projector emotional theme = Success/Bitterness.

I have been super successful at experiencing bitterness!  mastered it!!

My life was full of goals and action steps and due dates. I got shit done!! But it never felt good. It was never just to have fun. It was always to try to feel successful in some area of my life.

Let you in on a secret…I was so good at planning and executing the plan. I now know I was trying to earn love and prove my value. I couldn’t rest. I was proud of that…consistency, willing my way through, showing up, count on me…I will be there. I kept my commitments. Then I burned out and couldn’t anymore.

I am so good at this that I applied it to my healing journey as well. Be productive in your OFF-time Amber. Make good use of your time away from work. Do all of these healing practices….I atomic habited my day with supplements, meditation, classes, dietary changes, journalling, etc. Yet I still didn’t feel the success the way I am yearning for. Frustration, stuck, confusion - there is that void again. Must have more to learn.

The reality is…spirit is saying STOP doing, PLEASE!!! Stop controlling the how and the when. RELAX. Damn girl! Take a break, like for real if you want to heal your body.

Okay. Okay. Okay.

Let’s try this instead.

The Plan for Success:

1. Walk hand in hand with spirit. Let spirit take the lead. I tried making it happen on my own and just ended up lost and exhausted.

2. Be present in the moment. This one is hard for me, but I can connect to peace instead of chatter thoughts. Focus on what is right in front of me and connecting to my breath/bringing body awareness.

3. Listen to the Heart’s desire. Say “yes” when my body says to and follow the feel-good things. More of that in my day please!!

4. Blow up limiting beliefs. So many of my beliefs were just plain wrong for me. When the belief surfaces (hint: See #2) then check in with #3. If the belief doesn’t feel good and supportive…then it’s got to go.

No more detailed plan of actions and milestones for me. This plan is simple and allows for spirit to deliver miracles. I love the thought of that! Maybe I can wake up each day wondering what miracles will show up today. That would certainly have a different energy.

Yep. I am gonna give it a try!

Just Write: What’s your plan for Success?